Shock? Who?

It seems... my gals took my patience and calmness even worse than I thought. They used to live in "the caress of my shouting and humiliation" (not literally, of course) too much. Thus when they came to me and received only calmness and patience from their "idol", they got into a huge shock (not just a minor shock as I thought). My tendency of getting angry easily with their "stupidities" made my friends think that whenever I keep calm, I don't care anymore. Oh my loves! I love you all so much and stay calm does not have the same meaning with "don't care anymore". Ok, I maybe take my life more under control, stopping myself from some kind of "madness", but I always love you all so much. It's just... when will you understand that... you know... getting angry with you all is not the resolution for your problem. You are in trouble and you need someone who is calm enough to make you through the stuff. I'm not the one who make the decision but I know what I should tell you to make you see the truth beneath. So... if I was angry... what's the good point here?